Monday came and went, and I have yet to find myself feeling any better about things. In all honesty, nothing even remotely close to the level of shittiness of last week has happened, and I'm probably just tired. I've been tired a lot lately... even when I've been getting plenty of sleep. I don't know what it is, maybe the change of seasons? Who knows.

At any rate, I've got nothing to be perturbed about really... Alex and I dated for a little over a month, and so I'm not going to waste my time being sad about that because there is no point. It's not worth it... but, I can't help it. Still hurts... I think I liked him too much for my own good.

People haven't been irritating me much thus far this week because I've mostly been trying to just avoid people, but I do know one thing: I hate ASAC. I'm not committed to it whatsoever, which makes being President a bit of a challenge... but you know what it is, I think? I think it's just at that point in the semester where I need to get away. Hello Thanksgiving Break! Bring that shit on.

On the plus side, I'm beginning to get busier, and I am alway more happy when I am busy. It keeps my mind off things. I've got a job interview on Thursday so hopefully that goes well and will add occupied space to my daily schedule. Also... I'm greatly looking forward to late dinner with Carly tomorrow evening being that I haven't seen her in ages. It should be of the utmost quality. Although there is that major part of me that already has begun to feel lonely and wish for something intimate, I must say that I've really begun to find my sync with girlfriends as of late, and that is an exciting prospect. Cassie and Alyse are both godsends here at the 'Burg. Cassie brings an energy to everywhere around her that is enviable beyond belief, and I can talk to her about absolutely anything that a person could think of. As for Alyse, she is my posh elitist love. Her and I share a, what I would like to call, refined taste for the urban life: plays, fine dining, etc. It's nice to connect with someone on that level in a real context. I haven't been lucky enough to experience that yet. Last but not least, I always have my Gina. PARTY SATURDAY. It will be oh-so-nice to let loose a bit. Cannot wait.

Enough is enough I say. Back to the grind.

Later days, hopefully heightened spirits.