"I am fine... I am fine... I am covered in skin, no one gets to come in... pull me out from inside... I am folded and unfolded and unfolding I am... colorblind..." ~ Counting Crows

I just seem to need to keep telling myself that.

I feel like I am failing miserably... why? I don't think I should, I try hard... does he just not see? Am I not clear enough in what I do? I don't quite know how to make things better...

I wish I did.