So... I am in an unusually truthful mood at the current time... so I am going to get some stuff off my chest. Here goes: I am terrified of being alone. I just want someone to hold me and lay in bed with. I just want to know that someone is there who cares for me the way I care for them. I don't need it as a form of self-reassurance because I absolutely love who I am... I just really miss having someone there and I'm ready to have that feeling back. Soon hopefully.

Later days, fewer raging and repressed hormones...