So I've had this revelation recently. Well... several. The first, and least complicating of them being that I really love Trevor Hall. A LOT.

The second of them being I have really been opressing my creative persona - specifically writing. I shouldn't do that. I've really missed it, more than I ever would have imagined, and now I'm out of practice. I need to write something lengthy, but what?

The third, and considerably most complicated, is that I feel I am at a very awkward stage of life. I find myself constantly at ends with people whom I've been friends with forever. Except for a select few, I can't stand all of my old ones. They irritate me with their immaturity and high school drama, yet I can't stand it when any of them are mad at me. I guess maybe it's like Eric said, I'm living in between two worlds - in between college and high school... I've got 3/4 of me out the door towards a college life, but yet that one foot left back in high school is holding me back. Like I said, it's complicated. I think I just need a change of scenery.